Post B4

Dear Jodi,

I am still in love with this book. Every chapter that I read get me more and more excited to read again and never put down the book. There are so many little things that I would not expect to happen, that do happen. But, right now I am a little confused about what Peter said to Jordan. "Those ten people-"
"Just got in the way," Peter said.
"Then who were you trying to kill?"
On the opposite side of the room, the air conditioner suddenly choked to life. Peter turned away. "Me," he said (194).
I don't get it because why did he have to go through so much planning then if all he wanted to do was kill himself? Why did he circle the names of those kids pictures that he killed? And, why then did he ask how many he got? It just doesn't make any sense that he would say he just wanted to kill himself. He could have just done it at home. Or, was he trying to make a seen. I'm just so confused. But I like being confused because it makes me wonder what will happen and how this can be used in the case. Right now, I don't think Peter is making a lot of sense, but a fair trial will be important to how he lives the rest of his life and what else he will do. And, I think people need to respect Jordan more for being his lawyer because somebody had to do it, it's the law. And, they should try being in his position as a parent with children who is representing a kid who murdered a bunch of kids. He is in the same boat with the concern of safety with his children and he wants everything to work out right also.